Alhamdulillah…
October 10, 2006 by tgizzat
Alhamdulillah..thanks to Allah..today is 18th day of Ramadhan..and i’m still holding my breath for sure..then gratefull servant should i be for the Most Gracious..Alhamdulillah..yesterday was the day that our Prophet Muhammad been grant by Allah with Holy Qoran…that time our beloved Prophet was 41 year old…this Allah’s words changed the mankind forever..
we going to enter the last ten days of Ramadhan..the climax of the month where Allah had promised us a Lailatul Qadar..a nite that worth for 1000 months..but the question now..do we worth for this special nite?
a story about this special nite..Allah will send down millions (some of them mentioned it all angels) of angels to earth lead by Jibrail to witness Muslims sweating for ibadah..Jibrail will note down all our doa specially when we pray for our iman..for our taqwa..from sunset untill sunrise..then when the sun rise Jibrail will call for the angles to return..but they just refused to return..they refused to return as they want to know what Allah give to His servant that perform ibadah that nite..then Allah say.."I grant them with forgiveness for all their sins"..
we all should be sad now..as Ramadhan is about to leave..then Satans will be released about 12 days from now..till then we have to evaluate our ibadah in Ramadhan..do we do our best to perform ibadah?do we spend most of our precious time to Zikir on Him?do we khatam our Holy Quran?do we??do we??Allah know..may Allah accept all our good deeds no matter how small it is..and may Allah forgive our sins no matter how big it is..Amin..
hey!do you remember that i mentioned about the 7 years old kid?it just a mistake that i judge him too early..he just like others now…come to musolla to meet friend and play around..make noises..just like ordinary kid…hehehehe..by the way..doesn’t matter..he just a kid what..his father will be responsibled…
doesn’t matter wether it’s a kid or adult..me myself for the past three days..i’d been struggled to finish terawikh..don’t know why..just feel so hard..so heavy..so lazy yet i completed all..alhamdulillah..maybe Muhammad lead the terawikh and recited in a very slow motion..as for them..al-hafiz..when it comes to Juz 12 and above..is like climbing a hill..last nite things back to normal..Nabil also lately do many mistakes..he seems like he lost his focus..maybe there’s nobody to monitor him at home as my mother in law is in Makkah..he just a kid..a playful kid just like others..
till then..we just pray to the Most Gracious..to grant us with forgiveness..to bless us with Lailatul Qadar..Amin Ya Rabbil Aalamin..